Forever? What's that?

Now this post is exclusively for people who believe in forever. 
If you're an optimistic person please do not proceed it might change the way you look at life. 
I've already talked about love and have already told you about the shit that it is. 
So i am gonna talk about family and friendship in this one. 
Let's start with friendship. Yes , its amazing but there's the evil side to it too. 
Believe me no frienship is forever. 
Some or the other day it will end and then the person who was once so close to you will turn into somebody you just used to know. 
I mean some or the other day some problem will kick in and you and your beee aiiff aiiff will stop being friends for some or the other reason. 
Don't believe me? 
Let me enlighten you with some good examples. 
There's this girl who has a beee aiiifff aiiiff. 
Now both of them are single. 
And hence are 24/7 on the phone with each other. 
They become really close. 
Like really really close. 
But then reality kicks in. 
They two have a fight and don't talk for weeks. 
And when they start becoming friends again , they both are commited. 
So now , they obviously don't talk to each other 24/7 actually they don't even talk. 
And obviously it doesn't even affects them. Does it? 
Why? 
I'll give you the damn reason. 
Their relationships! 
When you are single , it's like you need to find happiness in small things like rain , those special and occasional hugs and kisses you get from your brother, those chocolates you get from your best friends, the joy you get on sharing a small chocolate of 6 peices with 10 people . 
So when they were single , they sort of made themselves each other's biggest happiness but when they suddenly got boyfriends or new-source-of-happiness , they eventually somehow knew that they no more have the same place in each other's hearts simply beacuse they've been taken away by their new loves. 
Let me give you another example. 
There are these two friends. Pretty close to each other One day one of them shifts to a distant place . 
Now let me tell you one thing. All those "If you two truly love each other , you will survive it" stuff is like really fake. 
Long distance relationships are they lie teenagers say so that they wouldn't have too look good everyday and still be committed. 
So , these two friends. 
They stay in touch with each other for weeks but eventually obviously they grew apart. 
That's where friendship ends. 
Believe me you can live in a world of fantasy but eventually , one fine day , reality will kick in and tell you there's no such thing as forever. 
Even if you two survive till school , you'll be in seperate colleges and then you two get whole two different lives and then you'll eventually get so lost in this new life you are living that you'll actually forget that you two were a part of each other's life.

So friendship isn't forever. 

Proved above. (if you still don't believe it , Damn , you just have too much optimisim to exist in one single human.)


Since I've explained about friendship , let me start talking about family or the so called people who promise to be with you forever. 
Let me tell you family isn't forever my little gummy drops. 
I'll just kick in with reality instead of telling you guys about living the dreams first. 
Let me tell you , 
The brother who loves you so much now , will agree to his wife when she back bitches about you 20 years later. 
The mother who cares for you so much now will one day talk to you as if she's a liability on you. 
The dad you love so much will one day live on your brother's money and still be embarrased to come and stay at your house for even one day just because you're his daughter not son.
The family you adore so much will one day marry you into a good paise waali family thinking it will be good for you when only you'll know how it feels like to live on someone else's money for your whole life. 
The children you love so much will lie to you , will steal from you, will shout at you for touching their phone, will spent their entire birth-day with friends with your money and will refuse to go out with you even for 2 hours.
Yes this is what you're gonna get from your family when you grow up. 
If you still think that there is anything as forever and for eternity in this world , 
No my dear cupcakes , you are highly mistaken. 

This is the thing I've learnt. 
Forever is just too good to be true.

The One's Who Got Away

In English class today, my sir said -Reminiscent is when you look back at the past and feel happy.

Since then all I have been thinking about the good days of my past.

And well for a change, I feel glad I was a part of it.

So this post is strictly for the gone-by days and the people that are not with me anymore(not that they are dead :P)

So the first person that comes into my mind when I think of the people I miss is Kartikeya Bakshi.

AKA Katy.

He was my best friend once upon a time but then this shit douche bag shifted to gurgaon. :/

I miss this shit head like a lot.

We were friends for two years.

When I look back on the time we spent together , I can't help but laugh.

It was just too awesome.

His birthday last year was legendary.

Sadly it was also the last birthday he would spend with us.

I love him so much.

And I miss him even more.

We used to have so much fun.

He used to live literally in the next house from our tuition.

So whenever I went for an extra class, I would make sure he was with me.

No other guy can take his place.

He was katy after all.

I know he's cute.

Damn , I want him back.

That's us together. I know the pic's a little sweaty but if it's me and him , never mind. 

So the next person that comes in my mind when I think of people I miss is Rhytham Wadhwa.

She was in my tuition in 7th but even she left it. 

So we no more talk but still give each other those calls every month and just share a bit of our lives.

I know she's hot and pretty. You can close your mouth now.She is the prettiest bitch I've ever got. And she's just too sweet to be true. We've never had a fight. She's my only bitch who doesn't has attitude.

I miss her so much. Why do people have to leave? why?

Even though she's gone and we don't talk that much anymore , Still she has the same special corner in my heart she had two years ago. :)

Bitch , it's been 6 months since I met you :O
Show me your pretty face soon!

I miss it. 

Yeah  we're the girls with the guns and roses.

The next person I miss is Our Laaallluuuuuu..

Or Akshat Verma.

Bob the builderrr!

He's the rude-est person I know and he's very mean but me still loves him.

He's dated my oldest friend -mansi motwani (you'll keep hearing this name in the next few blogs)

Even this idiot left tuiton. :/

But mahine mein ek baar toh galti se dikh hi jaate hain humaare laaalu bhai sahab.

Even though he was rude , He was awesome.

So much fun we've had.

That's him , the Smart Dog!.

Yes he indeed was one.

I don't have a picture with him :/ 

Camera conscious man you see :P

So these are the main three people I miss. The time spent with them is and always will be a reminiscent part of my life.

This is just a small tribute to the by-gone time and the ones that got away. 

Judging Peronalities

As you all know I live in Sadddi Dillli..

So naturally , I love street food like any other Delhi height.

I love street food because of the following reasons:-

• I can't afford Kfc everyday.
• I can't go to citywalk everyday. (Fuck I still don't have a scooty)
• Street food is so yumm and cheap.
• It is based on the principle on fast service.
• No self service.
• You can actually take pange with the shopkeeper like "bhaiyaa yaar aap naa hotel khol lo apna"
• You can shout on the top of your voice with your friends and no one will complain. 

I actually like the Malviya Nagar market more than the citywalk and dlf malls in Saket.
The reason being that I simply just love when I can be me :)
I mean , I usually go to the mall with tuition friends.
And even though My bro's are awesome , there Is these two-three girls who always like to be *Sophisticated* in public areas -.-'
So whenever I get a little well ME-ish , they start blabbering like my moms. 
Well that's annoying. :/

But believe me , If you see me in the Malviya Nagar Market with my bro's I don't know who you are.
Like seriously.
I can get way too cheap in public.

And the reason that I prefer the Malviya Nagar Market over Citywalk is that in the Malviya Nagar Market I don't get to see faces of rich brats staring me when I go insane and pretending they're superior.
I mean I just hate when people give me those looks.
Even if my friends give me these looks.
I hate when people judge me.

I never said that you're a slut when you had 3 boy-friends in three weeks.
I never said that you're fake when you back-bitched about a person to me and the other day you were her best friend.
I never judged you.

So why do you?

I know I ain't perfect.
Even I have done things I ain't proud of but does that makes me bad?
why to judge others?
I mean what does that make you.
I'll tell you one thing , never judge because your judgments can never ever be trusted.
You can never tell what a person is up to by her face.
That's the reason I love mu-phats. At least they are what they are.
I mean what's the use to be nice to a person when you actually hate him/her.
That's just being fake for me.
To be honest no one is simply good or bad.


If we say she’s just a child, does this mean she’s truly innocent? 
Does calling her a drug dealer, prove she’s purely evil? 
Will a man known as preacher, always practice what he preaches?
 Can a man branded a villain, poses the qualities of a hero? 
The truth is a name can never really tell you who someone is, anymore than it can tell you what they’re capable of.


It’s not always that easy to distinguish between the good guys and the bad guys. Sinners can surprise you, And the same is true for saints. Why do we try to define people as simply good or simply evil?

 Because no one wants to admit that compassion and cruelty can exist side-by-side in one heart. And that anyone is capable of anything.

The Shit That It Is..

Lately in the NCR or where I live or Delhi or Sadddi Dilli , COCKTAIL is The hottest thing !

I mean everyone is talking about it.

It's like the only thing I've been hearing from the last 2 months.

But well , was it really that awesome? 

I liked it. It was a thing to waste 3 hours on or spend 300 bucks on. 

All the people liked it due to the various reasons-

• Double-meaning comedy 
• The absofuckinglutely awesome songs,
• Deepika's bikini moment
• Daina's innocence (which I hated :/)
• The punjabi style of Saif Ali Khan's family in the movie
• 
  

And being the antique peice that i am , I enjoyed the movie due to a very unusual reason.

And the reason is - 

*Dumrolls*

The story line (which everybody hated :P)

The story was awesome.

Like it was all about how confused love makes you.

I mean you are in a relationship with the hottest chick in town , but still you think you'll be better with the happy simpleton next door.

Everyone in town want's your life but you want it to change.

That is lame but that is the truth.

And that is coming from personal experience.

When it's love , you don't see around and look what people think or who'll get hurt.

You just tend to go for it.

Believe me love can make you go absolutely mad.

And with madness comes the confusion.

Believe me love makes you so confused.

I mean , all you can wonder is what will happen.

Sometimes things can get so annoying that you out-of-the-blue-moon suddenly realize that you are in love with a person your best friend loves!

Love can make so helpless to these heights.

But , even if you cry in love , you won't ever call it a regret.

Because for a moment there , you know you actually felt amazing.

Friendship and Love.

These are the two awesome-st things for the teens these days.
But , when these two come together they make your life a living hell!
Believe me , I have heard and come across so many stories about it.
I mean , every damn freaking person is falling in love with his/her best friend and then crying.
Let's take some examples.
There's this girl who has a best friend.
Now her best friend who is a girl has a guy best friend in her school.
Now this girl and the guy friend talk to each other as they have a common best friend.
And they both completely hit it off.
Now the mutual best friend tries to couple both of them together.
The girl here disagrees as she knows that the guy has feeling for the mutual best friend.
But after waiting months , nothing like this happens.
So when the girl finally starts feeling for the guy , he proposes the mutual best friend.

Now is it or is it not shit?

Now let's take another example of what loves make you like.

There's this girl in my class.
She got the hottest guy in our class.
And believe me the guy could have scored better.
But he was happy being the settler.
So It's been 1 months since they are together and no one, I repeat, No one is aware that they are together.
Now this ind of thing is really unusual in our class. Especially in our group.
Now the girl didn't have much friends in the class so she told the guy to shut his mouth up and don't tell anybody.
This girl was being a bitch. Now just because you don't have good friends you would like to share your big news with , doesn't means that even the guy who actually has a bit of a good friends also wouldn't.
Now that's just being SELFISH!
So this couple completed 3 months and the girl broke up.
Now when we asked them what the fuck happened , they didn't tell us anything.
And the guy got sorta depressed.
So much that he left the tuition.
Well I miss him a lot!

Now this girl is like such a big bitch. Not only did she lost her love , but she also took away our beloved friend.

So the above two examples show that love is nothing but getting pissed off every other day.



To all the girls who think that they are cinderalla's and a dashing white knight will come for them to sweep them off their feet ,
NEWSFLASH : This is just a ball faced lie.
So don't wait for any such person as all of it is just another one of those fantasies.

The Late Night Bite ;)

Dated:13th August-14August

"So it's like 11:33 pm.
My mom and dad are watching Mahadev with my brother as usual. 
And well me? 
I am the last person who would be watching such mythological series and that too with my family. 
So I am in my bed freezing as I am just too lazy to pick up the A.C's remote which is right next to me and shut it down. 
And apart from the freezing I am TEXTING! 
Okay so I've actually been like a non-texter since always but there's this friend i have who makes me text -.- 
And the balance is sort of cut short this month due to three 1 hour calls I recently made. -.- 

Okay so I know this post is like really random and the reason behind it is that I'm gonna stop being melodramatic right away! 
All because of my taani partner. 
Well don't worry fellas, I know I'll be back in a few weeks. 

So moving on I was getting hell bored as I no more have the late night kick-ass whatsapp conversations I used to have with the master of troll. 

I miss them to be honest but I just have too much ego to forgive that fellow! 

So that person who makes me TEXT is already asleep and as you can get from the post i am no where near to closing my eyes and I am really in a mood to eat someone's brain as today was supposed to be a day with tears in my eyes and gaaliyan in my mouth for and because of 3 different people but none of the above happened and this has made me go mad! 
Hence the craziness in the post!
So it's been half an hour since I've been writing this post.
And my family has left the drawing room and are heading upstairs to their rooms thinking poor lakshita is sound asleep when only my brother knows what freakky-panti I am upto.  
So i just started reading a lot of blogs lately of people I have never seen and well I think either their blogs are really casual or mine are really formal. 
So I thought of being casual ,at least in this one , and it feels great! 
I mean for the first time i am not wondering what to type next and just typing complete randomness. 
So i think I'm gonna be a little less formal from now on but Blaah ! Who am i kidding ? 
I am gonna be back soon  

So you might be wondering why i have been acting so senti in the last posts. Well I am absolutely not like that! I just love to write like that. You know makes me feel proud when i read them. 
But , I am back with my awesomeness starting today. 

So instead of irriating you poor readers with what crazy shit is happening with me this midnight , I'd like to share some good trolls with you fellas.

Now all of them were hilarious!
Worth LOLing at according to me.
So that's it for today coz i M really sleepy now. (thankfully) 
Stay tuned if you want to know what happens when you fall in love with your best friend when your best friend's not your boyfriend  "
If you think this post was crazy , you have no idea!
The latest example of my craziness I can provide you with is - Since I don't know , Three day?
Yeah three days I am singing only one  line of the song - Shots By Lmfao. 
And that line is - "And if you're fucked up , put your hands in the air and say I'm fucked up! "
That too with my hands up :P
By the way this song is a must!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpTpPmrbwvI
That's it for now folks!
Tada!

The inconsistent blogger is back.

Hello there!
I know my blogs have been like a blue moon these days!
All because of my shitty unit tests that i have to give :/
But anywhoo I am back!
So I am in no mood to write about love and all shit these days!

And I have been seeing this on a hell lot of blogs lately!

So I thought I should give it a try!


So starting with 10 SECRETS
1. I really miss having a best friend! I mean it's been months since I've had one! 
I actually miss calling my BFF right away when something unusual happened and having someone to talk to about how I feel. I miss having someone who used to get my mood from the tone of my voice :(

2.I am no more the strong-bitch-with-the-stay-away-from-me attitude! 
I mean I actually hate being single now and I am not that strong fellas!
 I was but these days it's like really hard to control my tears -.-'

3.I believe that guy friends are way better than girl friends. They are the BOMB! They're hilarious, cool and fun to hang out with, no awkwardness.. Obviously until you start to like one :P

4. I put my phone on offline mode when I am in a bad mood. I find it the best way to escape from reality.

5. Even though I hate back-bitching , I do enjoy doing it :P

6.I stopped talking to a guy who likes one of my friends just because i started crushing on him. I know LAME!

7.I fall REALLY easily. All it takes is a cute guy with a smile who can make me laugh and BAM! I am in love once more. 

8.Even though I say I've moved on , I am actually still hung up on a jerk who doesn't values me from the last 2 years! 

9.I am one of those people who can't differentiate between true and fake friends and believe me over the years , So many people have used me that I am actually frustrated with friendship.

10.I am actually scared of love. I am scared of getting serious in relationships because as I said in one of the previous posts, After three heartbreaks in a row , you can't help but feel cynical.

Moving on , 

9 LOVES!
1. Dance is my first love. I just love to dance. But unfortunately time doesn't allows to me dance that much :(
2. Hanging out with Harsh(Probably my best friend). He's the only guy who can make me click a picture with  a teethy smile. 
3.The FEW friends I have.
4.Facebook - It's the only world where I post what I really feel. 
5.My camera - I am a photo addict hell yeah!
6.Whatsapp , even though the I am no more friends with the person I used it for.
7. How I Met Your Mother , Believe me it is legend , wait for it , dary!!
8.Hanging out with my bro when he's in the MOOD otherwise god save me :P
9. I just to read trolls with the master of troll ( even though we no more talk.)

8 FEARS

1. Not getting the life I want to live later on.

2. Not being able to become a corporate lawyer.

3. Not getting a new best friend. (I really need on right now!)

4. Not being able to get out of St.Anthony's before 12th. 

5. Not being able to loose weight and becoming the hot chick that I have always dreamt of.

6. Not being able to carry on my love for dance.

7. Not being able to get back to where I was (Yes , I am lost these days )

8. Never ever getting 95% again. 

7 WANTS

1. I badly want blackberry torch even thought the chances of me getting one are like 0. :(

2. A guy who is truly mad for me. 

3 Old friends including rhytham , kritika , akshat back :'(

4. My old reputation of a 95% student in my class back! 

5. A small sister. 

6. I want to pass 12th as soon as possible!

7.A bike :P

6 PLACES

1.Sikshaya Namah - My one and only love. 

2. Malviya Nagar Market! - Always Fun!

3. India Gate!

4. Home Alone ! =D

5. Gurudwara Bangla Sahib :)

6.Puraaani Delhi! 

5 FOODS

1. A kathi roll from The Kathis - Saket.

2. Laddu Khatte from The Malviya Nagar Market.

3. India Gate Ki Chuski

4. Dark fantasy from Cafe Coffee Day.

5. Ghar ke daal chaawal <3

4 BOOKS
1.Harry potter -  all the seven parts<3
2. Why men lie and women cry. xP
3. The back-benchers.
4.The song of ice and fire - all time favorite

3 FILMS
1. Batman begins. 
2. The dark knight.
3.The dark knight rises.
:P

2 SONGS
1.Kiss me slowly - Parachute
2. Wish you were here - Avril

1 PICTURE.

That's me! :)

So that's it for today fellas!
Hopefully I'll blog regularly from now on. 
This was like a really huge post. :P
See you soon. :)
Glitter.