Saturday 28 July 2012

When everything seems to be so messed up...

There comes a time in our life's when nothing seems good.
They days are just to hard to live.
You feel like one traveler who is singing alone in the dark with his guitar since a long time trying to think what should he do to make things easier.
Then just think that,
Life is the thread that keeps getting tangled again and again.
All you should do is try to solve the thread, try to un-complicate things a bit.
Simply giving up isn't the answer.
You'll never know if you never try.
Even if you try your best and nothing works out ,
Simply remember that the eclipses of life do not release so easily.
Only if the heart tries, then they will unravel.
It's our work to try and try and try till we succeed.
It's the job we all do every now and then.
Even if we fail ,we should not give up.
Failure simply means you have still not given your best.


Let's take the simplest of examples.
The bird takes small parts or as we say (tinka tinka ) and makes her home.
The same way even we can make your house gradually.
The ocean is made drop by drop.
The veil is made thread by thread.
The same way , eventually even we can adorn our life with hard work.
The flower goes to the one who waters the garden.
We all have to try , 
After all it's our job to walk no matter how many times we fall.
No matter how hard things are, no matter how much they hurt.
We all have to move on because when something ends , our life doesn't 
It goes on and so do we have to.



The day may seem as hard and heavy as a rock, 
The nights may seem a bit cold..
And all we'll ever want is the next road to be easy.
All our eyes will search for is kindness in the unfamiliar road in front of you.
We will be roaming around for such a long time on paths we don't recognize.
And when we'll start to loose strength,
We just have to remember that it's our job to move on even if it's hard because no matter how much it hurts , it's still the right and only thing we can do.



Taking the chance♥


Well after 3 heart breaks in a row you can't help but turn cynical.

You start wondering If there really is a prince charming for you out there who'll give you the happy ending you deserve. 
And you actually start becoming scared of love. You wonder like the only thing it can give you is pain. 








So whenever someone does come your way, you take it to be just like the others. 
You actually turn scared of being loved. You think that what if you start loving him/her and then he/her hurts you just like somebody else did before. 
Well yeaah to love and to be loved is wonderful.
But for that you need to find a person who will truly love you and a person you'll love too. 
Love can be awesome but if one-sided it can destroy lives. 
Just like it destroyed mine. 
And after you've been hurt before , it's hard to love again but it's harder to accept the love someone's gives you. 
Because again your mind actually says - What if he-she hurts you? 
But if you really believe in his/her love , you will be ready to take the chance. 
Ready to take the risk of getting hurt once again. 
Because actually No one can promise that they'll not hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for. 
And I actuay did found that someone for whom I actuay don't mind suffering. 



This time , I think I'll take my chances 

Saturday 14 July 2012

Something missing.


Incomplete.

From the last few couple of weeks, I have been a little not in the mood.
My days are boring than usual.
A little shorter than usual.
Actually, a little incomplete.
And I really don’t know what’s missing.
It’s like I am desperate to find something when I don’t even know what the hell it is.
I know its a little lame to talk like this for a 14 year girl.
But somehow I feel like there’s nothing left in the world for me.
There’s not any reason for which I want to stay.
I feel like I have already lived.
And this is the fair end of my story.
I feel like talking to people but in the end  I don’t even know what’s wrong.
There’s this hole in my heart.
But the sad part is I don’t even know what would it take to fill it.
These days seem a little too tiring.
There is so much I want to tell people. But I feel like there’s not a single person in my life who would understand what I am going through.
It feels like all the friendships of the last 14 years are useless.

These feelings are really strange and they have done nothing but eat me up from the last couple of weeks.

I just don’t know what has happened.
All I know is I am incomplete.

Monday 9 July 2012

Love happens only once and when it does...

Love<3
The most complicated word in the world.
I mean, you never know who's falling for you.
You never know who you are falling for either.

You don't even know is it love or just another crush.

It's not compulsory that love will happen in an instant.
Sometimes, You turn out to fall for the person you have known for years.
It's just that you realized or admitted it now.

Can love really happen twice?


Most people say it can. Well , the just wish it could.


Love does happen just once.

If you love a person and get him, Congratulations, you get your happy ending. And after being together, If you still have second thoughts, you wonder things like "Is he really the one?"
Well, you don't love him.

Because love doesn't comes with doubts.


When it's love , you just know it. There's nothing in the world that could tell you you're in love except your own heart.

If you really love a person,
You will think about him/her every minute of the day.
And when you do think of him, there will be that smile on your face which will be impossible to stop.

That everlasting smile :)


When it's love it's impossible to move on.

No matter how hard you try , You won't be able to move on.
You can lie and say "I'm so over him/her "
But at the end of the day you actually can't lie to yourself.
You know you still love him just the way you did earlier, maybe a little more.

If you love a person , you will only love him.

No matter how much he hurts you.
No matter how much you have cried for him ,
There will still be that smile on your face when you think of him.


When  you love someone ,

You don't need to ask him everyday "ARE YOU SERIOUS ABOUT US?"
You just know it.
There's no place for second thoughts in love.

There's just place for you , him and love.


Love does happen only once.And when it does, it changes your life forever.

You will never feel for anyone the way you have felt for him.
Many boys will come your life , but only one will stay :)



Sunday 8 July 2012

The thing called Life

Life.. 
It's one of those things , you can write so much about and still have much more to discover.. 

Life , sometimes awesome, sometimes tragic, sometimes magical , sometimes awful , sometimes stupid.
But , 
All the times, it is worth remmembering.. 

Living isn't always easy. 
But it isn't always difficult as well. 

Yes we all have those days when nothings seems to be right. 
And everything bad that can happen does. 

But we even have those days when everything just seems perfect. Your life becomes as pretty as a picture. 

We a have good days and bad.. 
But why do we always , like always see the bad in things? 
Why are people so cynical these days? 
You can't possibly expect every thing in your life to be the way you want it. 

Yes , life can be unfair at times , but that doesn't means that everything that was good is gone.. 

If you look around , there are still wonderful things . 
Things worth living for. 
Things worth fighting for. 
Things worth smiling for. 

Life is a gift. 
You think you're life is the worst out there but hello! 
Hundreds of them ars still dying to have a life like you. 

Life is beautiful. 
Even simple things like rain , sunlight , flowers can make you smile. 
No matter how worse things are , that one phone call from your friends makes you forget about your problems. 
No matter how sad you are , there's always that one person who can make you laugh. 

Life can be awesome if you make it. 





I can't tell you how to live your life.
No one can.
All i know is not living your life is not the answer.
And If You Aren't good at taking risks.
Get Good,
Bcoz take my word for it - Once they change into regrets , Its too late.

Friday 6 July 2012

Just like them all , I know that love hurts.. 
Experienced it all. 
But that never made me stopped loving..
I mean , I really don't know how, but I still hope.

Coz To be honest , 
I am still hung up on him♥
Not because there's no body like him,
but , 
Because i have never felt the for anybody the way i felt for him♥
It's not that i never tried to move on, but i just can't stop thinking about him and how it all was when he and I used to together♥

If i have to wait for him , I will♥
I am sorry , if i always love him.
I am sorry , if i never move on.
After trying so hard to forget him,
It's done nothing but give me more about him to love to.

My happy ending?

Well it never came and I am not even searching for it anymore.
Coz i don't want an ending so soon..

I think there's more to my story. 


I just wanna wait for him , till he returns
Coz i know he will, to make my story take an about turn♥

I am not moving on.
Just waiting for him exactly where he left
me ♥