Might💚

If it's 3 am and you're tossing around pillows because you can't stop thinking about that one person who either ruined you or put the pieces together, I feel you.
It's nothing to be ashamed about. We all have been there,done that and at this hour, everybody's craving for the one thing they can't have.
So here's a poem I wrote some time back, which will probably make your tragic night more tragic so my apologies and special thanks to The only legal heir for typing this for me and all of you and to Madam Grover for giving my poem a title.😙😚❤

Melodies that get me by my mundane mornings,
People might leave but memories shall always cling.
Dreamcatchers will not get you through your bad dreams,
But someone might if at 2am,if he is willing to buy you icecream.
Photos might not capture what your heart will,
Stills and instances from the time you spent will leave you numb and still.
This old shirt might loose the lipstick stain that you left behind,
But in case he leaves the cigarettes won't loose the stain that slipped his mind.
Shadows of the memories might trouble you at night,
The truth is sad. You won't move on and he might.
Candles you once lit might melt an die,
And there will be mights when all you can do is cry.

So that's all for tonight, thanks for all the love.❤

The horizon.

Sometimes in life, trying is not the answer.
They tell you that every time you try, you're one step closer to the destination. But just like Science, whatever they say, will always have one exception to the rule.
To be honest, the exception will always be more important than the rule.
The key to success is not trying, it's to know WHEN to stop trying.
Sometimes, fighting makes it harder and giving in to the situation is easier than battling your inner demons. Peace is a hard place to find and when you do find it, being at peace is even harder.

Winning every battle you fight is not necessary to win the war. Winning is not victory. Winning is a medal you wear for 2 hours, victory is the trophy that lives on your front desk forever.

It's like, when you take a test with negative marketing and subjective questions. Why don't you answer the questions you don't know the answers to?
Because losing something that's yours over something that's not going to end well is pointless.
Do the same with relationships.
If you're not sure, don't go for it because the chances of you getting something good out of doubt, are rare and shouldn't be considered.

I'm not even sure if you get what I'm trying to say because nothing makes sense anymore.
Bottomline is, don't waste your time trying to fly to the horizon, because no matter how tempting it is, it was, is and always will be, unachievable.

The piece of the puzzle.

I am a sad person.
I am never happy, god knows how I don't have the closest idea to what content means or implies, and I keep cribbing all the time.
That's how my attitude has been most of my life. I've always looked at the glass half empty and I've always wondered about the piece of the puzzle that was missing. But of late, things have changed.
It's not that I'm happy all of a sudden, but I know that in some way, my days are brighter.
The transition between school to college has taken away a major part of my life, and honestly, I've lost a lot of people in the past few months. But I don't recall being depressed or anxious or being drenched in melancholy. Things that would've ruined me or broken me 2 years ago just don't make that much of a difference anymore and I've grown immune to a lot that used to be intoxicating.
So I guess, what I'm saying is, I've grown one step closer to being a grown up or maybe a cold heart-ed, or maybe some of both, or maybe definitely neither but who the hell has time to decide?
Life's a little TOO short to ponder upon what happens, let alone WHY it happens.
Point is, being a grown up is a sad thing but from a certain angle, the best thing that can happen to you is that you stop giving a fuck.



Kids pass me by in uniformity when the sun is right above my head,
Do I wish I was among them or am I happy instead?

People stare and pass their judgements when I walk by,
Maybe that's the reason school had uniform or maybe I'm just high.

Things are simple if you look at the problem as if you know the answer,
They say, love kills you from within and I just need to ask, then what the fuck is cancer?

We know a lot more than we think we do, if we concentrate long enough,
Life's not fair and we're surrounded by lies but sometimes, it's not if you're smart enough to call the bluff.

People leave and it's okay. You're not going to be dead inside if someone leaves,
Sometimes, memories are gold, and all we become are thieves.

Look to the right, the truth shall triumph and the bad things will go away,
Darkness is inevitable, kid and things won't always be as bright as Broadway.

It's okay to feel out of place and sense that you're not where you belong,
If you feel you're not fitting in, you're probably the only one who's not wrong.



That probably sums up how I feel and that's it for the night. :)