Goobye again. :)

No.
I am not going to be a broken heart-ed again.
Not anymore.
When you came, I asked if you would stay there forever and you promised you'd never go away.
But yet, you drove away.
Without even looking back once.
And even though it kills me inside, I won't cry for you.
Not anymore.
Because you didn't want to stay.
When I said I loved you, I meant every bit but you didn't.
So it is not my mistake this time.
And I need not regret it.
I should not regret it.

And I won't.
I don't care about you.
Actually I do and its a little hard seeing you far.
But that doesn't stops life.
Life will go on and so shall I.
So if I have to survive without you, why not just enjoy doing it.
Yes, I loved you.
A part of me still does and I care about you a lot.
A part of me will always care about you.
Because when you drove away, you didn't go alone.
You took away a part of me with you.
A part that is dead.
A part that loves you.
But that part will be eternal.
It'll always be somewhere within me.
But no, I don't want you back.
I actually don't.
Because all the love I have for you will never ever cover up for what you did to me and how you left me and moreover,
Where you left me.

I still care about you.
But I guess I'm not going to cry over you anymore.
Because you are not worth it.
What you did just reminded me that forever is to good to true.

Thanks for driving away and giving me another reason to stick to the old time quote "Love is shit."

Never mind.
I'll find someone like you.
Someday. Somewhere. Sometime. Again.
I'll be happy.
With or without you.

Till then,
Right here.
Smiling :D

Another time.

You'd think I was rotting in the lowest pit of hell.Fortunately, I've actually been bubbling at the bottom of a cauldron full of awesomeness. :DGeez who am I kidding, my life absolfuckinglutely sucks. There is just nothing more to me than THIS anymore. "Happy Laku" is nothing short of a legend now, and the sound of my own laughter surprises me. I am easily confused, perennially frustrated, and surprisingly lonely for a person who is constantly surrounded by a hell lot of people. I isolate myself when in doubt, break things when I am pissed off, get nasty when preoccupied.The end of the world, Y U NO COME ALREADY?I am not the biggest fan of change, and everything around me is changing so rapidly, leaving me out of breath ,desperately trying to keep up. Old relationships crumbling, new ones disappointing me in every sense of the word. Breakdowns come to me as naturally as sneezing fits and their frequency is increasing at an unprecedented rate.
BUT having said all of that, I am going to be happy. This new person, I don't like her. Not one fucking bit. That happy-go-lucky person who didn't give a fuck about anything or anyone has got to get back, and that too with a with a BigBloodyBang! So I'm going to dance, and blog, and jog, and smile, and laugh, and chatter on, and do every single thing that I love to do. Every single thing that made me ME. So move over unsuccessful friendships, and unjust companions and terminated love stories. I may not have stability or love in my life right now, but I sure have hope in my heart. :)WHAT DOES A GIRL HAVE TO DO TO GET A HUG AROUND HERE? :|Sitting, waiting, wishing.
And A lot like love has ended. I wrote 50 series, bitches!Big deal,okay?I don't think I am going to start with a new one. Not right now at least.But if I do, It'll be "Another Time."