Sunday, 21 April 2013

After A Storm, Comes A Rainbow.

Hello there peeps.

Today I'm going to talk about what I've recently learnt, rather discovered.

So the thing is that yes people, life's hard.
Maybe it's not fair to you right now and maybe you've suffered enough.
But the thing is that no matter how hard it is, it is awesome.

Well yeah I'm probably the last person for giving advises on optimism but I guess I've learnt this lesson.

No matter now hard life is and how much it sucks at times, you just gotta make it through.
The tears, the cries and the pain is important.
You know why?

Because after you've suffered, and the story's over, there's this feeling you'll get.
The feeling that even after going through that rough patches and all the shit, you made it, will make you feel awesome.
And that is what makes all the tears, lies and drama, worth it.
You'll never know what happiness means until you've faced misery and tragedy.
It's hard and at times it'll make you cry and break down.
But that rough patch is the most important part of the journey.

Because we all hate the storms.
So when we learn to live it and face it with a smile and make it through, is exactly when we'll learn to appreciate the rainbow that comes after wards. 


So learn to deal with the rough patches, dry away the tears and make your lips touch your ears.
Trust me there's nothing more beautiful than the smile that has struggled through the tears. 

We all love rainbows and wait for them. What we don't like and fear is the storm. 
Learning to face the storm, dance in the rain and making it through with a smile is what makes you different and stronger than the world.

Yes. I've had a lot of drama in the past and I've broken down too but now I've learnt to give the devils a smile, for I have learnt to seek out for the angels.
And they are always there for sure. 

"Life is beautiful." 
Rightly said indeed. :)


Sunday, 14 April 2013

Life Lessons From Just A Lost Fish In The Sea.

Move over all the crazy shit you have pulled up in the past.
Stop waiting around for people who aren't worth it.
Learn to make the most out of the moment.
Make people laugh when you don't feel like smiling.
Let go of what you can't change.
Don't chase after what doesn't work. Let the universe take over.
Accept the changers in yourself ; they may turn out to be good later.
Don't wait for things to happen, make them happen instead.
Move over unsuccessful relationships, unjust companion-ships and terminated love stories. 
Forget what you regret.
Do not regret the things that make you happy.
Learn to deal with it.
Make it through when you don't want to.
And all the while, smile :)

Saturday, 13 April 2013

Realization.


I thought 2012 was the worst year possible in my life and I thought 2013 would be awesome as it would compensate for the shit that happened.
But as they days go by, I begin to realize that just when you think it can't get any worse, it can.

Thursday, 11 April 2013

Quotes =D

So just because I still have nothing to talk about, I'm posting some quotes.
Some are copied while some are written by me. :)























Wednesday, 10 April 2013

Introspection's hard.


Okay so here's the thing. I’ve been miserable for the past week. I am easily confused, perennially frustrated, and surprisingly lonely for a person who is constantly surrounded by a hell lot of people. Yes, all the old shit of being the sad and lonely girl is back. But whatever, leaving that out, oh wait, there is nothing at all I have nothing at all to talk about. No kidding. I mean it is kind of weird for a person like me who always have some or the other thing to talk about. I miss myself. I swear, I do but well, in the past I've been in this mood over and over again but every time I broke down, I bounced back. Somehow I picked myself up and got over it. But this time, it is just weird. It’s like I don't want to bounce back. I don't want to be normal again. I like being broken heart-ed because the truth is, I don't have the courage to pick up the broken pieces and be myself again. I don't want to fix my heart. That lost love; I don't want to bring it back because I am tired. I am tired of people taking me for granted and leaving me every time. I am tired of people coming to me, getting close and then walking away and then saying that the only reason they ever came close was because I needed them. Well so this is for the world. I am okay on my own and I don't need any one. I don't need anyone to fix my broken heart because I am happy with the broken pieces. Yes, I got hurt but I let go. I didn't move on but I just stopped waiting around. I am not moving to anyone new right now because no guy is worth it right now. I'll fall in love someday again. But this time, at the right time, with the right person.  #Because someone said that love does not happens in an age you can't even pick out which dress to wear. =D

Sunday, 17 March 2013

Goobye again. :)

No.
I am not going to be a broken heart-ed again.
Not anymore.
When you came, I asked if you would stay there forever and you promised you'd never go away.
But yet, you drove away.
Without even looking back once.
And even though it kills me inside, I won't cry for you.
Not anymore.
Because you didn't want to stay.
When I said I loved you, I meant every bit but you didn't.
So it is not my mistake this time.
And I need not regret it.
I should not regret it.

And I won't.
I don't care about you.
Actually I do and its a little hard seeing you far.
But that doesn't stops life.
Life will go on and so shall I.
So if I have to survive without you, why not just enjoy doing it.
Yes, I loved you.
A part of me still does and I care about you a lot.
A part of me will always care about you.
Because when you drove away, you didn't go alone.
You took away a part of me with you.
A part that is dead.
A part that loves you.
But that part will be eternal.
It'll always be somewhere within me.
But no, I don't want you back.
I actually don't.
Because all the love I have for you will never ever cover up for what you did to me and how you left me and moreover,
Where you left me.

I still care about you.
But I guess I'm not going to cry over you anymore.
Because you are not worth it.
What you did just reminded me that forever is to good to true.

Thanks for driving away and giving me another reason to stick to the old time quote "Love is shit."

Never mind.
I'll find someone like you.
Someday. Somewhere. Sometime. Again.
I'll be happy.
With or without you.

Till then,
Right here.
Smiling :D

Sunday, 10 March 2013

Another time.

You'd think I was rotting in the lowest pit of hell.Fortunately, I've actually been bubbling at the bottom of a cauldron full of awesomeness. :DGeez who am I kidding, my life absolfuckinglutely sucks. There is just nothing more to me than THIS anymore. "Happy Laku" is nothing short of a legend now, and the sound of my own laughter surprises me. I am easily confused, perennially frustrated, and surprisingly lonely for a person who is constantly surrounded by a hell lot of people. I isolate myself when in doubt, break things when I am pissed off, get nasty when preoccupied.The end of the world, Y U NO COME ALREADY?I am not the biggest fan of change, and everything around me is changing so rapidly, leaving me out of breath ,desperately trying to keep up. Old relationships crumbling, new ones disappointing me in every sense of the word. Breakdowns come to me as naturally as sneezing fits and their frequency is increasing at an unprecedented rate.
BUT having said all of that, I am going to be happy. This new person, I don't like her. Not one fucking bit. That happy-go-lucky person who didn't give a fuck about anything or anyone has got to get back, and that too with a with a BigBloodyBang! So I'm going to dance, and blog, and jog, and smile, and laugh, and chatter on, and do every single thing that I love to do. Every single thing that made me ME. So move over unsuccessful friendships, and unjust companions and terminated love stories. I may not have stability or love in my life right now, but I sure have hope in my heart. :)WHAT DOES A GIRL HAVE TO DO TO GET A HUG AROUND HERE? :|Sitting, waiting, wishing.
And A lot like love has ended. I wrote 50 series, bitches!Big deal,okay?I don't think I am going to start with a new one. Not right now at least.But if I do, It'll be "Another Time."