Beauty&TheBeast.

Something about the road we walked on.
Something about the speed breakers we jumped through.
Somehow, everything around happens to be nothing but a reminder of you.

Something about the scooty we rode everyday.
Something about people telling me to stay away.
Somehow, everything around happens to be nothing but a reminder of you.

Something  about chocolates and promises.
Something about coffee and cigarettes. 
Somehow, everything is nothing but a reminder of you.

Something that happens every time it rains.
Something that went on till the middle of April.
It all happens to remind of you.

What about the promises? 
What about the plans?
Aren't you going to put me to bed every night?
Aren't we going to go to every place we promised each other?

It's okay. That's what I keep telling my self anyway.
But you know me.
I know you can see.
It's not going to be okay. Not anytime soon atleast.
Till then, I'll watch the beauty and the beast.

More than that.

Because the stars don't shine. They do a lot more.
Just like everything cannot be seen from the shore.
The waves don't flow. They do a lot more than that.
Everything cannot be seen from the start.

The mother who's been there since forever.
Do you realise, what she's done and how much she's worked?
The father whose work has kept him away from the people he loves.
Do you realise, how much he regrets every moment he couldn't have with you?

These people don't just care. They do a lot more.
You need to look closer. And you'll see what's in store. 
She isn't there only to cook your food. She's worth a lot more.
He isn't there just to earn money. He wished to do a lot more than that.

Things aren't how they look.
The cover won't tell you what's inside the book.
See more than what can be seen. 
And you'll be more than what you've ever been. 

It's not always about the what you can see.
Green leaves don't give shelter, it's actually the tree.
Look inside the eyes and maybe you'll realise.
The good.  The bad. The truth. The lies. 

Mom, Dad.  This one's for you.
Because things haven't been going so good. But I'm sorry and I promise I'll be back. 
I miss you people too. 
Love. 
Wish XOXO

All that's left to write.

Life had been better with you.
A little easier
A little happier.
And I seemed to be living somewhere.
I'd call that place love.
And I swear, I loved living there.
It was like something different.
Something unusual.
Something magical.
Happy ending, it was supposed to be,
But it always doesn't works that way
You had other plans and you couldn't see
And without even saying goodbye, you drove somewhere far away.
We had something.
Something I cherished.
Something I would always remember
But now,
Something I remenisce.

I remember how it all used to be,
The way you held my hand and looked me in the eye
I thought you actually belonged with me,
But now the pain it gave me is the only thing i try to hide.

I'm angry and a little dissapointed.
My heart was something I thought you deserved,
But you taught me I should've kept it on reserve.
I trusted you when I gave it to you.
For all I've got is tears and the pain

I don't blame you for walking away.
I'm mad because of a thing you did yesterday.
That's what makes me wanna go away.

The right thing.
You should've done it.
You lead me on like you actually loved me when we both know you didn't.
I'm tired of all of it.
The tears, the drama.

All I want is an answer.
I just want to ask why.
Why did you said you loved me?
Was it the truth or just a smart lie?
Why did you said all those things when you actually never meant them?

And I don't tell me you cared.
Because if you did.
I want to ask one last question.

Was being with me and telling our friends that we're together that difficult that you couldn't do it even after you loved me?

:/