Goobye again. :)

No.
I am not going to be a broken heart-ed again.
Not anymore.
When you came, I asked if you would stay there forever and you promised you'd never go away.
But yet, you drove away.
Without even looking back once.
And even though it kills me inside, I won't cry for you.
Not anymore.
Because you didn't want to stay.
When I said I loved you, I meant every bit but you didn't.
So it is not my mistake this time.
And I need not regret it.
I should not regret it.

And I won't.
I don't care about you.
Actually I do and its a little hard seeing you far.
But that doesn't stops life.
Life will go on and so shall I.
So if I have to survive without you, why not just enjoy doing it.
Yes, I loved you.
A part of me still does and I care about you a lot.
A part of me will always care about you.
Because when you drove away, you didn't go alone.
You took away a part of me with you.
A part that is dead.
A part that loves you.
But that part will be eternal.
It'll always be somewhere within me.
But no, I don't want you back.
I actually don't.
Because all the love I have for you will never ever cover up for what you did to me and how you left me and moreover,
Where you left me.

I still care about you.
But I guess I'm not going to cry over you anymore.
Because you are not worth it.
What you did just reminded me that forever is to good to true.

Thanks for driving away and giving me another reason to stick to the old time quote "Love is shit."

Never mind.
I'll find someone like you.
Someday. Somewhere. Sometime. Again.
I'll be happy.
With or without you.

Till then,
Right here.
Smiling :D