Birthday, baby :*

"Dear Someone/Mr.Stubbron/Mr.RedTie/Chinchu/Laalu/Sadu/SadiShakal/Arpan/Mallu/www.Com/L.N/Ted,
I really don't know how to not wish you. But I still won't. 
Maybe because there's no need of me wishing you. Or maybe because you didn't wish me. Or maybe because you majorly suck.
I tried texting you. I tried calling you.
But, I figured, things are just not the same anymore.
And then I thought, maybe I should still wish you.  Because it's never too late to change.
But I guess, this is how we are and maybe this is how we will always be now.
This is not a birthday blog because I don't think I should write you one.
Maybe because I don't want you to think that I still care.
You know even though there have always been a lot of maybes in our story, there was always one thing I was certain of.
And that thing is that you'll always be somebody I'll care for.
Even if the love ends, even if I move on.
I possibly cannot stop caring for you.
Because all this while, you have been there.
Even if there were a little commas in between, I never really saw a full stop.

Happy birthday, haramkhor.
I'll always be sorry for all that I did to you and I'll be angry for all that you did to me.

And yet, I'll always be greatfull to all the things we did to each other.  (IYKWIM.)

Take care. :*
Yours,
Moti/Wish/Lakshita/Saand/Bhais/MotherDairy/Pagal.

Someones.

Over time, I've talked about love quite a lot. And maybe or maybe not you may have noticed that I've mostly referred the one guy in my life as "someone".

So getting to the point, we all have our someones.
You know. Someone you can call, text, beat, irritate and most important of all, someone you can love.
I had a someone too and it would be really wrong of me to call him my someone because of silly reasons I probably shouldn't get to.

But I guess, I'll still call my someone.
And I don't know why.

It's been a long while since my blogs have been about him and I know it's stupid but there was a time when all my blogs used to be about him.
He has a birthday soon.
And it's funny but I don't like the fact that I cannot even do his countdown even though I hate countdowns. 

That's how much a year can change.
Last year, I started his gift around this time and now, I can't even do his countdown.
Keeping all these things apart, I know you all have your someones too and I just want to tell you that if you're with your someone,  let him/her know how special he/she is because god knows where you both end up next year.

And it's not even cynical.
Why miss the chance when you have it?
Replace the M in the second word of the previous sentence with K and friggin' do it.

So bottomline is, winters are here and that obviously mean, Major missing and nostalgia.
The year is about to end and before it does take a break from the usual and appreciate the people you have in your life. Especially you're someones. Because a new beginning is on its way. ;)

Till then,
Wishh.

November. :D

Hey everyone!
I hope everybody can feel the nip in the air because hello NOVEMBER,

Now I know, November is not supposed to be special since Diwali was in October this year but you know what?
November is always going to me weird and special.
And that is because it's the month when all of us, {well, most of us} realize that hey!
AFTER 60 DAYS, THE YEAR IS GOING TO BE OVER.

Another year, is going to come to an end soon and you know, after two long years, I can finally say that I am glad that it's ending.
I mean, it was a good year and somebody wrote a song sometime saying that, "All good things come to an end."
I will do the post with the highlights of the year this year too but it's too soon for that now.

As for now, I feel like sharing with you how happy the world is. I mean, yes, there are plenty of sad fishes in the bowl but you have to remember that life is way more than a bowl, or a sea.
You'll meet plenty of people who are just happy.
Even if not, you will meet people who are placid and you know sometimes that is enough.
Who has the time to be sad?
A smile can do a lot.

Yes, I know sometimes, life isn't fair and it all just does not fit in the picture but you all should remember that no matter how hard it is right now, you will be okay.
The theory I had last year which said that somebody or the other is going to show up when you need them and he or she will make things okay, need not be necessarily true because as you grow up, you're going to realize it takes a lot more than just a somebody to make you happy.
I am not talking about money or anything.
If you really want to be happy, you should have yourself with you.
I know how less sense this sentence makes but it has a big meaning.
It takes yourself to be happy because nobody is going to be there forever.
Your best friend, you're boyfriend, you're counselor or anybody you love is not going to be there forever.
Things are always going to keep changing.
Because that's how life is.
Some people will stay there but you don't know who they are going to be.
And trust me, it's good you don't know.
Because if you already know what is going to happen next, how are you going to live?

Anyways cutting the long story short, Smile.
Somebody awesome once said, "Once you start smiling, things start falling in place. Kid you not."

Easy. Not.

The eyes with the smushed kohl,
The heart that swore not to fall.
The crimson of the sky that's slowly going away,
The broken promise he made saying, he'll stay.
Things change every now and then,
Sometimes you have no answers to what how and when.

Some memories stay longer than they should,
You put life into things. Otherwise, the bed is just wood.
It's summers, of course you cannot avoid tan,
Why say, "I promise to be more than I am."
Nobody can be more they are,
It's somewhat like the way you can never touch a star.

Giving up is easy.
Overcoming the feeling of not trying is not.
Loosing hope is easy.
Overcoming the feeling of being a coward is not.
Moving on is easy.
Letting go of what you love is not.

But hey kid,"that's just life. And it's going to happen all the time."

DuckU.

Dear best friend,

There was a time when you used to be one of the only four people I counted as my friends in school.

And 7 years later,

You are still one of the only four people I call friends.

It’s weird to be very honest, but it’s okay.

It’s okay because you make life dhinkachika.

Whether it’s about singing stupid songs in bad voices out loud, or it’s about clicking amazing displays for each other, or it’s about making sex jokes on debit what comes in credit what goes out, or it’s about trying not to laugh when people say wrong English or it’s about cooking amazing food for you {Raises collar} or it’s about you cooking me Maggie or it’s about making birthday gifts together or it’s about sitting on the terrace like hippies and having deep conversations, or it’s about getting angry on small things, or it’s about going out with good clothes and clicking ever so amazing selfies or it’s about updating pictures on instagram with hash-tags that say, “Dick” all the time.

You have made each one of these things stupid and special.

From the times when you were one of the only four I used to share my food with in school to the times when mom sends and extra parantha for you.

From the times when special assemblies in school meant you would bring Oyes! and Crax-Mattar, to the times when special assemblies means that we are not going to go to school.

From the times when you used to call me Taneja to the times when you’re basically called a dick.

From the times when getting pictures clicked with each other was an activity persuaded only on Children’s Day and school trips to the time when selfies are mandatory while using the lift.

From the time when birthdays meant yummy food to the times when birthday means “you’re ass is going to get fucked up”.

That’s how much life is changed.

We’ve seen each other being fat cows and hot bitches to fat cows yet again and it’s okay. I like you anyway.

I really can’t say much except the fact that I love you.

I don’t  know why but life without you is not the same at all. And thank god for the fight for making me realize that. You have to be forever, man. Because you’re a MAJOR , irreplaceable, part of my world and I don’t know how I am going to find another dick who knows what I’m going to say before I can even think it.

Just so you don’t get angry, the letter’s in the photo frame. I didn’t wanted the others to see it.

Toodles, bitch.

And and, Tadpole loves her duck. <3

Yes, you can Duck yourself now. :*

5 Lessons Of My Life For Yours. =D

And well it's been a long while since I've talked here.
Yes, I have been posting poetry and stuff but honestly, I myself don't understand any of my poems when I read them again so lets just go back to my way.

Now, today I'm going to talk about anything and everything.
First things first, I have been really okay lately.

Now, I'm in 11th so yes, senior swag B)
Keeping that apart, it has brought in a lot of responsibilities. Well, only studying, but that's so big that I can literally use it in plural and it won't sound wrong.
I mean, suddenly, there's so much to study and yes, I am going to blame it all to our oh-so-lovely education system.
But today, I am not going to talk about that.

Now, it's been three or four years since I've actually had a life. I mean earlier, I just used to live in this different world I can't even put in words. So whatever, these three four years, I've learnt a lot.
{Not that I'm all matured and grown up now. That's not going to happen for another two years, I think.}
But whatever I've learnt, I am going to tell you all today. [ I cannot possibly list all of them, but I will try to list down the first 10 which come to my mind. ]

1. Reading doesn't mean reading novels, at all! Believe it or not, reading is way more than books. And I own at least a 100 novels and I have read only 25 of them only because those are the only ones worth reading. And hey hey hey, don't you doubt my choice of books. All 100 of them are best sellers. But then, there's nothing in those 75 that would make them a best seller. Yes, most English teachers at school are going to tell you to read books to improve your language but no, don't listen to them. You don't like long and thick novels?  Give them away. Start reading short stories. Watch your favorite cartoons in English. [Tata sky laga daala toh life jhingalala.] If you're a teeanger, start watching some TV show. Catch it on Star World or just download the whole damn season. [Torrent zindabad, man.]
Start blogging for god sake. Follow some good blogs about stuff you like and read them if the title's catchy.
Do not cling to books if you're not the person for commitment. Read any article you like, read biographies of people you are inspired of. Whenever you use Google, use the news section to improve your GK. Why make it a responsibility?
Make it fun. That's what I have done, at least.

2. Do not get attached to people. That's not what you do! Not in your teenage years, at least. Honestly, not even half of the people you have right now are going to be there for you, three years down the line. Keep crazy friends and do stupid things together and get drunk and smoke up or whatever. But do not get attached. That's where the fun turns into love and congratulations, you're fucked. Do not even keep best friends. You both are going to tell each other everything and then somebody or anybody is going to influence the either one and you're friendship is going to fall apart, Hallelujah!
Be it boys, be it jealousy, be it bitching or anything. Hormones are going to act up all the time. Something or the other is going to ruin it. So it's better if you don't care.And if you still keep caring, one day you're going to end up like...

Personal experience! :P

3. In times of trouble, leave it to the universe. [Jo hoyega, dekha jayega]
When something bad happens and you don't know what to do, leave it to the universe. Things are going to work out on their own. Even if they don't, who cares? It'll pass out. Remember : The only thing bad time and good time have in common is that they both change. So don't loose your temper all twist your curls with your finger or bite your nails when you're worried. The universe will handle it for you.
That's what it does for me, anyway!

4.If it's really love, it's going to take more than six months to move on.

Yes, honey. First of all, every second cute guy you talk to at tuition and go out with is not the love of your life. So,enough with the "LOML" hash tags already! I mean, love at first sight is more believable for god sake.
And and and, do not date a guy if you've only known him a month. It takes more than that to judge people. {This is coming from personal experience so you might as well take that down.} The rule is : First you get to know each other. And then, you add the forever. 
And not to forget, what happens after the relationship.
Now according to the bro code, {HIMYM may be over but Stinson is never going to be!} you take half the time of the time period you dated to move on.
But as far as I understand the idea of love, you do not move on. You can date another guy or girl but you do not stop loving you ex. I mean, if you didn't mean that forever, why did you promise it in the first place?
I know, things don't work out sometimes and you HAVE to call if off. The relationship can end but love ka the end? Oh no honey, that's just Bollywood.
Again, do not make promises you can't keep.

So since I'm really lazy to upload those photos, here's a song so you get what I want to say,,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2phxcITRsaY


5. Not having the basic needs of the generation is an okay thing. Even if you don't have a phone, you can still survive in this world being a teen. I mean, there's more to the world than that. So what if you cannot call people whenever you like? Now you won't take meeting them for granted. So what if you cannot Whatsapp late at night? Facebook gives free messages too AND the sticker's are cooler. WAYY COOLER!
So what if you cannot snap-chat?
Webcam selfies are way more cuter and they let you edit your picture with friggin' snowfall!

{P.s. : I just noticed that the word, "Selfie" is still not recognized and is considered a wrong spelling. Come on Google, you got to remain updated! }

So whatever, having a phone might turn out to be the best thing ever sometimes. The best part's obviously going to be that your folks can't call you to find out where you are.


Well, that's it for today. I would talk but man, school has to screw over every time.
Anyways, as for now, exams are round the corner. So the most needed advice for everybody is to study and score well. That has a high of it's own and it's certainly better than coffee and cigarettes.

All the best peeps,
And,
Tadaaaaaa.
-WISH.

Stolen.

The messed up hair.
The silence that was there.
The window that's always closed.
The drawer that has a rose.

The locket with the broken chain.
The scars that no more give pain.
The nails that never seem to grow.
The tears her eyes won't show.

The lips that went untouched.
The perfect plans they fucked.
The arms that didn't take him in.
The moments she wondered, "where has he been?"

Everything that went broken.
The hearts that were stolen.
They've parted ways now.
She's a changed person without a doubt. 

But it's okay really. 
The season's going to change again.
And after the interval, her story begins.